Towards the end of this semester I finally started coming out of a deep depression I was going through. But I also realized that ever since I started the depression, several of my so called friends had pretty much turned their backs on me, even a couple of my so called “best friends”. I went through a stage of loneliness. I thought to myself….dang all this time I’ve tried showing them I am a true friend, I’m always there for them, and that I truely care for my friends. as soon as I go through sumthin where I need them more than ever, they decide to turn their backs and look the other way….A part of me thought, forget them they don’t care about you so y should you care bout them. but the other part of me reminded me that no matter how many times I mess up n turn my back on God, he never turns his back on me. So like God has shown me love, I will continue loving my adversaries no matter how they hurt me. I thank God tho cuz through this battle I’ve been goin through there has been 1 friend who hasn’t turned her back on me not 1nce!..n i thank her for that…non-the-less…i couldn’t wait for my chance to get da heck outove edinburg and away from everything there.

I am now back home with my family and I’m lovin it…I’m so glad I am away from the valley. A part of me kinda doesn’t want to go back anymore, I kinda jus wanna stay here. I have to go back eventually tho..but for now I’m jus glad I’m with my family and Ima enjoy them as much as I can. If God has given me the strength to carry on and endure so far…I know he will pull me all the way through.