July 2011
1 post
to my future gf/wife/life partner
1st off, lemme introduce myself. My name is Luis, I am a very laid back guy, I love meeting new people, I love helping out where help is needed, I love my family, and above all I love God. I am in no way perfect. I have many many mistakes and flaws. I am however very honest, I am real, and try to be no one else but myself. God is dealing with me every single day of my life. He is preparing me...
May 2011
1 post
Im in love!...
With God, He’s been so good to me and sometimes I fail to serve Him how I’m supposed to. I love God so much because His love never fails me! In times of hardships, troubles, pain, sadness, happiness, disobedience, obedience… whatever it may be…His love remains!
March 2011
1 post
February 2011
1 post
It's love →
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLhvBNagHyg
September 2010
1 post
Its hard 2 find true frends in life…so when u find them cherish them…cuz if u loose them, its even harder 2 get them back.
August 2010
1 post
GRANDPA ERNESTO
I would have loved to see you 1 last time…I’m sorry I was never as close to you as I would have wanted to be. Whenever I did see you though I loved being there since I never really got to know grandma. You were a very smart man and I loved hearing your opinions on politics and your theological points of view, aswell as some of your childhood stories. I’m sorry I couldn’t go...
July 2010
1 post
MY GOD
Lord I thank you, cuz even though people have hurt me, you are always there for me. In times of loneliness, you bring me comfort. In times of guilt, you show me grace. At times where i feel like giving up and dropping everything, you give me courage and tell me to keep on going. In times of need, you provide one way or another. Lord though the world may turn their backs on me, I know you...
June 2010
1 post
why??
WHY does dis whole year so far have 2 b messed up. Ever since this year started, things have been goin bad for me on every level. God wat is goin on???!
Seems like things jus keep bein thrown @ me left and right.. Everytime sumthin gets better, doesnt even seem like i get a break, sumthn else comes up!..I runnin low on fuel, I’ve lost almost all desire to do anythig. Lord i despretely...
May 2010
6 posts
update
…Sadly i still have feelings for her, dat i havnt been able 2 let go’ove =/. There is a reality in this world tho, we must learn to loose so we can win. so even tho i still have feelings for her, I wish her the best! N I know God has someone great for me..he has someone perfect for me in everyway, n @ his time she will come across my path and I hers =]…nd all the pain and...
Jus here thinkin n reflecting
Towards the end of this semester I finally started coming out of a deep depression I was going through. But I also realized that ever since I started the depression, several of my so called friends had pretty much turned their backs on me, even a couple of my so called “best friends”. I went through a stage of loneliness. I thought to myself….dang all this time I’ve tried showing them I am a true...
Why cant i jus 4get!!!!! Aaaaah!!!
I am so happy wit my God!!..I love how even tho I still have feelings for her, God has given me strength to finally be myself again! I’m no longer mad and sad, im happy and joyful. Its a joy that onlly God can give. I have my trust and eyesight placed on Him and he assures me dat everything is gonna be aite!…He assures me that no matter what happens, he will always be there and will...
hmm...fact# 72
The worst thing a girl can do 2 a guy whom she only sees as a friend dat really likes her, is lead him on and allow him 2 believe one day he will have a chance wit her instead of letting him know all there is is friendship.
Lord, You continue to amaze me day after day! At times when I have found no reason for smiling or no reason to live, you remind me who You are and what You have done for me and how much you love me. You remind me that everything on this earth is only temporary and You are eternal. I thank you for your greatness…I thank You cuz You are always there for me. When people and everything else on...
April 2010
30 posts
ive become a lil negative in da past couple months, ive been havin a lot of trouble dealing with things lately, idk y. This is not me, I am not a negative person, infact i’ve always been known to have a positive attitude about pretty much everything. It’s time to become ME again, I dnt know wat happened to me, but I do know dat my God is powerful and with his help i will work to...
Lord I thank you, cuz even though people have hurt me, you are always there for me.
In times of loneliness, you bring me comfort.
In times of guilt, you show me grace.
At times where i feel like giving up and dropping everything, you give me courage and tell me to keep on going.
In times of need, you provide one way or another.
Lord though the world may turn their backs on me, I know you...
have u eva felt left out??…yea it suks!…especially wen its by ppl u thought cared bout u…n were “friends”..
i jus realized dat after my past relationship (or non relationship idk wat it was (we were never technically 2gether))…im now scarred..n scared
Why is it that the people you most care about tend to leave when you most need them, then when everything seems to be goin well again, they come back and pretend they care about you??
sometimes i refuse to believe that everything was goin so well, then suddenly everythin jus went to waste, and was thrown away jus cuz of some lies that were told…life goes on tho, da way i see it, its her loss..haha
i want a girl
1. who loves GOD!
2. who likes me for who I am
3. who respects herself
4. who is not searching for the perfect man
5. who enjoys spending time wit me as much as i do wit her
6. who appreciates the lil things i do for her
7. who will look at my virtues instead of my mistakes
8. dat will not run from me when she does find my imperfections
9. who respects my beliefs
10. who allows me to...
1 tag
What's the furthest you've ever traveled?
down south mexico =]
go ahead..ask away..get personal!..lol
girls....
they neva know wat they want, then they realize wat they want wen its too late…
im scared
theres this girl in my class…dat i realized im sorta starting to like..ofcourse i havnt said nething..but we r becomin real gud friends…i enjoy spending time wit her, even wen we r simply sittin studyin for a quiz or exam or sumthn…she is a real kew girl, she believes in God, very nice, very sweet…
Im scared tho…my feelings for nana havnt chnged much at all…i...
i jus realized...
dat im scared 2 move on…scared of gettin hurt again…
why am i still here waiting??
Father,
I pray you watch over my dad @ work, protect him from all any harm. Please heal his back so he may continue workin without pain, I leave my family and our financial problems and needs in ur hands. I know everything you do and everything that happens in my life is for a reason.
THE DEVIL IS THROWING THINGS @ ME LEFT AND RITE..FROM FINANCIAL TROUBLES..THROUGH SCREWED UP RELATIONSHIPS…ALL @ DA SAME TIME….I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!..
GOD HAS GIVEN ME VICTORY AND I WILL TAKE A HOLD OF IT AND NOT LET GO!!!!
frustration
sumtimes i get so frusterated in myself cuz i cant 4get..i try so hard 2 jus let her go..but i can’t…my feelings remain the same, unchanging, strong feelings that i’ve had…I get so frusterated because I’m tryin hard to let go, I dnt enjoy feeling sad or lonely but seems like the more I try, the more I fail. I’ve even found myself at times wanting to approach her...
In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace;
ephesians 1:7
im a patient guy..but sumtimes i pray to God dat he would give me more patience than what i have…
You find yourself when you express yourself...: I... →
I have lived under the shadow of my YOUNGER sister…
She has always been better in everything…
Heck she is even taller than me!!
by like 5 inches!!
My mom’s and dad’s family are always rubbing that in my face…
And basically everything else…
My dad’s mom(my grandma) told me she didn’t like me…
u r paintin a great path for ur siblings 2 follow!..ur love for God is like none other, ur...
God does things in our lives for a reason! =]..nd if things/people that i have lost r meant to b part of my life (in God’s plan for me)..they r not lost, and will eventually b a part of my life again..
"G@ngsta 4 Chr!st": compliments!! →
smurfykins:
sum compliments i have received in da past couple weeks =]
“You’re truely a remarkable person w/a wonderful heart. You’re incredible in ur personality & intelligent, regardless of wat u may think. u always bring a smile 2 my face as well as many others. ur a friend no1 wants 2 lose, & ur feelings…
wow the girls are going crazy over you…!!!
its jus wat theyy thnk of...
dis weekend
this weekend turned out to be awesome!!
it all started thursday nite out eatin wit sum friends..i had a gud time…but hangin out wit her made me start to miss her..so tryin to distract my mind from her..i started thinkin bout my family…which i sarted to miss a lot and started feelin a bit lonely…so wen i got home..i decided i wasnt gonna sleep and i took off back to...
1 Cor 4:10
We are fools for Christ’s sake, but ye are wise in Christ; we are weak, but ye are strong; ye are honourable, but we are despised.
sometimes...
sometimes i feel like im to hard on myself for da times ive messed up n lost things dat i care about..
compliments!!
sum compliments i have received in da past couple weeks =]
“You’re truely a remarkable person w/a wonderful heart. You’re incredible in ur personality & intelligent, regardless of wat u may think. u always bring a smile 2 my face as well as many others. ur a friend no1 wants 2 lose, & ur feelings r genuine, meaning. Instead of confronting problems, u try 2 forget them...
God will never forsake you!!
When everything first started 2 go wrong…i entered in a deep depresion…the kind of depression dat i had never gone through in my life b4…something so new that I even started acting like someone else whom I did not know…Some time has passed and God has really been working with me, he has been showing me things that I had not thought of before…I’m finally out of...
March 2010
10 posts
JOHANNA
U NEED TO BREAK DOWN DAT WALL DAT YOU HAVE BEEN WORKING SO HARD TO BUILD, LET YOURSELF BE LOVED WHEN THE CHANCE COMES ALONG AND DON’T RUN AWAY, THE MORE YOU RUN AWAY THE BIGGER THE WALL GETS AND THE BIGGER IT GETS THE HARDER IT IS TO BREAK DOWN..
God is awesome
I haven’t been out of lab early in awhile and today i got out pretty early!..so i asked my lab partner if she wanted to go to bible study with me (which i hadn’t gone to in awhile because of class) and she said yes. so we took off after class and on our way to veranda..her friend was walking by and she came with us to the bible study. It turned out to be a really good study, you could...
thoughts...
dang idk…sumtimes you try so hard to show someone you care, at the end they don’t appreciate all you did for them, they look at your mistakes and run away. when you tell them of their mistake..they refuse to see ur point of view and admit they are wrong…hmm..idk..i thought dat a relationship takes 2 ppl to make it wrk..but some ppl dnt see it that way and wont admit when they are...
all i remember
All i remember is asking God that if it was not his will, to allow us to walk away without getting hurt. Unfortunately I got hurt n she was able 2 move on.. God i wish things were different, how i wish there could be a second chance.. I saw her 2day, I wanted 2 give her a huge hug but couldnt i was 2 scared!..I dnt know y i keep blaming myself for wat happend..mayb if i wouldnt have been so...
LOVE
falling in love suks!..cuz wen ur not loved in return the pain of letting go is nothing i would recommend for any1..
I am grateful tho because the pain of this love is only temporary..but the joy of God’s love is eternal!!