1st off, lemme introduce myself. My name is Luis, I am a very laid back guy, I love meeting new people, I love helping out where help is needed, I love my family, and above all I love God. I am in no way perfect. I have many many mistakes and flaws. I am however very honest, I am real, and try to be no one else but myself. God is dealing with me every single day of my life. He is preparing me for you, wherever you may be. When I do meet you, I cannot promise you the best life ever, but I can promise you that I will strive to provide you with the best that I can. This being love, honesty, and loyalty. I will treat you as my princess in hopes of someday making you my queen. We will have our ups and downs, but I promise I will do everything in my power to make it more ups rather than downs. I can promise that I will not only strive to be the best boyfriend/husband, but also your best friend and everything in between. I will strive to be the man you want in your life. My princess, wherever and whomever you may be, I will patiently wait for you. For I know that if I am patient, God will bring a great woman into my life and as I wait, God prepares me day by day so I can be the great man you want in yours. So to my future gf/wife, I pray you are well and that God blesses you and protects you. Whether its in the next few days or years from now that I meet you, I know God is saving you for me so please take care of yourself, becareful in all you do, and never forget that God is always with you through all your struggles, so never stop believing and trusting in Him. See you when I see you! =] Sincerely, Luis Ernesto Aguilar Cantu
With God, He’s been so good to me and sometimes I fail to serve Him how I’m supposed to. I love God so much because His love never fails me! In times of hardships, troubles, pain, sadness, happiness, disobedience, obedience… whatever it may be…His love remains!
Its hard 2 find true frends in life…so when u find them cherish them…cuz if u loose them, its even harder 2 get them back.
I would have loved to see you 1 last time…I’m sorry I was never as close to you as I would have wanted to be. Whenever I did see you though I loved being there since I never really got to know grandma. You were a very smart man and I loved hearing your opinions on politics and your theological points of view, aswell as some of your childhood stories. I’m sorry I couldn’t go visit you when my father went a couple weeks ago…I really wanted to..Unfortunately it was your time to go. God knows why he does the things he does..Really wish I could have known u more.. Luv ya grandpa. I will miss you! =[
R.I.P
Ernesto Aguilar
8/5/2010
Lord I thank you, cuz even though people have hurt me, you are always there for me.
In times of loneliness, you bring me comfort.
In times of guilt, you show me grace.
At times where i feel like giving up and dropping everything, you give me courage and tell me to keep on going.
In times of need, you provide one way or another.
Lord though the world may turn their backs on me, I know you never will.
Even tho so called friends back stab me, you always fullfill your promises.
Even tho i fail, you lift me up again.
When I feel worthless, you are there to assure me dat im worth more.
When I feel I’m not good enough, your Grace tells me im more than enough.
When the devil tells me I can’t, You tell me I can.
When I loose faith, You remind me where I came from.
When I need someone to talk to, you are there.
The many times I’ve needed someone 2 cry to, You have been there.
The many times I’ve been left out and ridiculed..uve been there wit open arms as i run to You.
Thank you Father, if it wasn’t for You, I dnt know how lost I would be right now.
Lord You are AMAZING!!!
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WHY does dis whole year so far have 2 b messed up. Ever since this year started, things have been goin bad for me on every level. God wat is goin on???!
Seems like things jus keep bein thrown @ me left and right.. Everytime sumthin gets better, doesnt even seem like i get a break, sumthn else comes up!..I runnin low on fuel, I’ve lost almost all desire to do anythig. Lord i despretely need u! I know there is a reason for everything that happens, but Lord I just want some peace of mind, something i havnt really felt in quite some time now.
…Sadly i still have feelings for her, dat i havnt been able 2 let go’ove =/. There is a reality in this world tho, we must learn to loose so we can win. so even tho i still have feelings for her, I wish her the best! N I know God has someone great for me..he has someone perfect for me in everyway, n @ his time she will come across my path and I hers =]…nd all the pain and heartbreaks I’ve gone through up to this point are all part of God’s plan so that I may b a better man for her. they are stepping/learning stones in my path. N thanks 2 God I continue learning and continue being patient for when his time is rite!
Towards the end of this semester I finally started coming out of a deep depression I was going through. But I also realized that ever since I started the depression, several of my so called friends had pretty much turned their backs on me, even a couple of my so called “best friends”. I went through a stage of loneliness. I thought to myself….dang all this time I’ve tried showing them I am a true friend, I’m always there for them, and that I truely care for my friends. as soon as I go through sumthin where I need them more than ever, they decide to turn their backs and look the other way….A part of me thought, forget them they don’t care about you so y should you care bout them. but the other part of me reminded me that no matter how many times I mess up n turn my back on God, he never turns his back on me. So like God has shown me love, I will continue loving my adversaries no matter how they hurt me. I thank God tho cuz through this battle I’ve been goin through there has been 1 friend who hasn’t turned her back on me not 1nce!..n i thank her for that…non-the-less…i couldn’t wait for my chance to get da heck outove edinburg and away from everything there.
I am now back home with my family and I’m lovin it…I’m so glad I am away from the valley. A part of me kinda doesn’t want to go back anymore, I kinda jus wanna stay here. I have to go back eventually tho..but for now I’m jus glad I’m with my family and Ima enjoy them as much as I can. If God has given me the strength to carry on and endure so far…I know he will pull me all the way through.
I am so happy wit my God!!..I love how even tho I still have feelings for her, God has given me strength to finally be myself again! I’m no longer mad and sad, im happy and joyful. Its a joy that onlly God can give. I have my trust and eyesight placed on Him and he assures me dat everything is gonna be aite!…He assures me that no matter what happens, he will always be there and will never forsaken me. Haha its funny that even tho the devil can injure me, he will never be able to bring me down!!..With God by my side I am invincible, and all is possible. No matter how many storms and trials he throws my way, weather it be financial, relationship, depression, or wateva, he will neva be able to bring me down completely. He may be able to bring me down for awhile, but each time I come back I will come back stronger than before. I cannot be defeated because I got the almighty God watching my back!! =D
The worst thing a girl can do 2 a guy whom she only sees as a friend dat really likes her, is lead him on and allow him 2 believe one day he will have a chance wit her instead of letting him know all there is is friendship.
Lord, You continue to amaze me day after day! At times when I have found no reason for smiling or no reason to live, you remind me who You are and what You have done for me and how much you love me. You remind me that everything on this earth is only temporary and You are eternal. I thank you for your greatness…I thank You cuz You are always there for me. When people and everything else on this earth fail me, Your love is always there and never deserts me! Your grace has turned my frown into a smile and my cry into praise! No matter what ppl say I will worship You because You oh Lord are the reason I’m alive and the reason I have not/will not give up. Thank You Father for Your mercy, grace, and love!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
ive become a lil negative in da past couple months, ive been havin a lot of trouble dealing with things lately, idk y. This is not me, I am not a negative person, infact i’ve always been known to have a positive attitude about pretty much everything. It’s time to become ME again, I dnt know wat happened to me, but I do know dat my God is powerful and with his help i will work to become da positive Luis ive always been =]
Lord I thank you because you are always wit me, and all I need is your grace to carry me on through the fight! =]
